What Hurts the Most

It's a feeling, outside of common sense

Like I'm bleeding, without the evidence

It's a reason, to unpick these stitches

To call again and ask you how you've been

We lie, we cheat, we steal what we need

To be the ones we're supposed to be

But there's just something about you, that I can't help but value

What would you think if you saw me now?

Don't feel like I've changed till I think about

When we were brothers, when we had it all figured out

Where do you hide those years with me

Or did you kill me off completely?

When we were brothers, when we had it all figured out

It's a picture, from your brothers wedding day

A reminder, that good will find a way

It's your children, that I know I'll never meet

But what hurts the most is that makes sense to me

I'm still haunted

With how you lied so casually

You think that I believed you hurts like hell

You make me fucking hate myself

That's what you wanted

You shed your skin so easily

My sheets were barely cold when you slid in

And you still wonder where I've been

What would you think if you saw me now?

Don't feel like I've changed till I think about

When we were brothers, when we had it all figured out

Where did you hide those years with me

Or did you kill me off completely?

When we were brothers, when we had it all figured out

We lie, we cheat, we steal what we need

To be the ones we're supposed to be

But there's just something about you, that I can't help but value

What would you think if you saw me now?

Don't feel like I've changed till I think about

When we were brothers, when we had it all figured out

Where did you hide those years with me

Or did you kill me off completely?

When we were brothers, when we had it all figured out