Mistakes

If I stay here can I live with my sins?

It's not all golden but it outweighs the end

Caught in the masses who can't seem to get away

Was it all just a mistake?

I'm not sober but at least I'm alive

Lost in the open I can't open my eyes

Was it all just a mistake?

Was it all just a mistake?

Nothing's making sense

Left in shades of gray again

Divorced from innocence

Withered down til' I feel nothing

It's better than choking

On the things I couldn't say

I guess it's better off this way

Can't help but crash and burn

These bitter days are draining I can't feel at all

I'm not at home in my own bones

The better days are coming but they don't feel close

I'm on my own

Was it all just a mistake?

Cause I've been carrying the weight

What'll take me out of this misery?

God have mercy

Can't help but crash and burn

These bitter days are draining I can't feel at all

I'm not at home in my own bones

The better days are coming but they don't feel close

I'm on my own

There's a part of me that can't let go

Despite the aching I could never show

What it means for me to live alone

It's taking everything to walk away