the cost of giving up

Today's a shade of disbelief

Inflict the shame you sent to me

I can entrust a new meaning

I'm not ready

So is this what it feels like

Breaking from the inside, all the time?

Tell me

What's the cost of giving up?

Why does it feel like help will never come?

Maybe

I'm the one I'm running from

It's too much to carry

It's all getting heavy

Lift me up

It burrows like a summer tick

Embeds itself to make me sick

Of all the places it could be

It's still in me

Guess this what it feels like

Speaking from the dark side of my mind

Tell me

What's the cost of giving up?

Why does it feel like help will never come?

Maybe

I'm the one I'm running from

It's too much to carry

It's all getting heavy

Lift me up

Can't push me further down in the trench

Back against the wall

So you wanna test me now?

While the others beg and fail to repent

They were fit to suffer

And I will dig back out

Tell me

What's the cost of giving up?

Why does it feel like help will never come?

Maybe

I'm the one I'm running from

It's too much to carry

It's all getting heavy

Tell me

What's the cost of giving up?

Why does it feel like help will never come?

Maybe

I'm the one I'm running from

It's too much to carry

It's all getting heavy

Lift me up

Tell me

What's the cost of giving up?

Giving up

Giving up