Escapism

Get me out of my head

Drag me out of my bed and make me

Move around to forget

There is time that needs to be wasted

To feel something instead

I will dive in my own delusions

Draping mirrors again

Safe inside of my own illusion

It's the hope that kills you

So I close my eyes till it all fades

And so I close my eyes then it all fades

Yet I'm still aching, breaking, trying again

But I'll just close my eyes till it all fades

Stepping into the void

Even if it amounts to nothing

Silence is to avoid

Reaching out to hold on to something

I wish I could enjoy

Worthless means of communicating

Words that only destroy

Leave me, feeling, fearing oh

I just close my eyes till it all fades

And so I close my eyes then it all fades

Yet I'm still aching, breaking, trying again

But I'll just close my eyes till it all fades

I can't help but feel

I can't tell what's real

It's the hope that kills you

So I close my eyes till it all fades

And so I close my eyes then it all fades

Yet I'm still aching, breaking, trying again

But I'll just close my eyes till it all fades

Close my eyes till at all—

Close my eyes till at all—

Yet I'm still aching, breaking, trying again

But I'll just close my eyes till it all fades